Today would be a day where I would need several coffees, if I could drink coffee. It’s 9:12 and today is actually moving remarkably quickly. Nothing quite like arriving at the office when the sun is still deciding if it wants to show its face. I get how it felt. As the head starts to throb the sun is just way to bright, of course it comes out on a day where I can’t ride my horse.
The world is a cruel place.
Never the less I am dying my hair tonight and getting a hair cut. A splash of luxury.
Not that I have any money in my account at the moment because I forgot to bring the cheque to work to bank for my saddle.
It never fails to amuse me the look on health professionals faces when I acknowledge the thyroid condition, then proceed to tell them “I’m a journalist”. They don’t even need to say “soo… you have a high stress job, and a condition worsened by stress?” I just laugh as soon as they look at me with “are you trying to get sick?”
I just love what I do.
My body is just going to have to cope with that.
Unfortunately it is currently protesting about my decision on that, my skin, which was being kind, has packed it in, my heart seems to think we’re jumping off buildings, and my brain has abandoned me.
Never the less, I am quite proud of myself lately. Other than pushing my coping capabilities, I have actually managed to get the job(s) done, no freak outs, good mood maintained… only boarder line panic attacks and bad dreams. But that’s okay. I also spent most of the weekend without make up, something I have not been brave enough to do for about 6 years.
So yes, I will be taking a break this weekend… or going snowboarding. But due to my current financial situation, I may be forced to take a break. Probably a wise idea.
Perhaps I will also go for a run, I think a run would do me some good! Clear away all that stress!
Right, time to breathe and continue working.
Come at me weekend, we will be friends.